Date: Sep 5, 2006 10:58 AM Subject Another day...another thought - THANKS ANDREA!!! Body: Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Another day.. another thought of Nick..... RIP
Let me reach out to you, touch your hand with mine. Let me hear you whisper "It will all be fine." Let me take your place, in that firey nightmare. Please tell me your were gone, before the pain got near. I think of you and smother, not one breath to inhale. I was so close to saving you, but it was you the system failed. Let me see you smile, the smile that lights up the night, let me hear you tell me "Everything's alright." I want to feel you near me, and hug me once more. I wish I could close my eyes and make it as before. You didn't say goodbye, not one word was said. But in the dark morning light, tears were to be shed. Let me hear you tell me "Father I felt no pain." Give me hope and strength to live until we meet again.
He woke up in Heaven / Dee Ann Corbett (Grandmother) I loved Nick so very much, and would have gladly given my life to save his……I think we all feel the same way. I think when he went to sleep that last night, he knew how much he was loved and he knew he wasn’t going to have to live with his Mom anymore. He never knew what happened to him, and for that, I’m so grateful. He woke up in Heaven!!
The ones we blame for the loss of your life, should they admit to the claim, and take the knife? / Robert Wilson (Father)
I die alone in this room, as I cry, waiting for my doom, painful tears from each eye, and at last long sigh...
And I'm looking at pictures of you and your memories, everyone wishing they could take just one more of these, listening to lyrics wrote on them, Asking the same question that's so grim.
Wondering what you would be like if you didn't die, wishing it was a dream, wishing it was a lie, an untruthful telling of the undoing of you. And maybe you weren't there cause you had the flu.
As our hearts raced, unwillingly taking in what we haven't faced. As we stared knowingly in a third person view of what we wish we weren't going through. The ones we blame for the loss of your life, should they admit to the claim, and take the knife? Solving nothing but a mystery, causing only mysery, and thoughts of the past and what they diserve, to lie there, 6ft. under, at last?
Alas, in loving memory, doesnt mean dwell on his death but, memories of 9/14/05, the day we lost our favorite teen, is stuck, painfully in a reacurring scene, like a truck in a rut, or a deep cut in me or you, its something you can see but, you can't undo, no matter how much we wish you were alive, and all we can do is strive, to remember the fun and the good times, making rymes, hitting lines, and commiting crimes.
... If only... if only, I could undo, for you and give you one more run, I remember when you were around, I allways found everyone's sadness was undone.
For memories, for love, for life, and you above, take flight gardian, you are our beautiful angel, please know our love.
From me to you, this is something I must do, from begining to end, sending you love, from me, your friend.
R.I.P. Nik "Colorblind" Wilson.
Friend of Nick's
Whoever wrote this, thank you!
Nick - Dream / Liz (Friend) Mr. Robert- Hey there! I left you a comment a couple of days ago but I had to rush off of the computer before I could get an e-mail to you. I wanted to let you know something that happened...something that I can't quite understand. The other night I had a dream...it was Saturday night. When the dream started all I could see and feel was black smoke and heat. I couldn't make anything else around me out...I started getting a clearer picture of everything and I was standing in front of a door, in a hall with black smoke and heat coming from the cracks of the door. I went to open the door and the knob was hot, I jerked my hand back real quick and ran in the bathroom and grabbed a towel...I took the towel and used it to open the door...when the door swung open all I saw was Nick's bed against the wall with him laying in it....there was fire surrounding the bed to where if he was to get up then all he could do was stand there in front of the fire or jump over it...the fire was about four inches away from his bed...but I saw a womans figure leaned down with her hand around his neck...and from the second she realized that she heard somebody open his bedroom door she just turned around to look and see who it was, and once she saw me she let go, ran to the window, and jumped out...I saw Nik's face...he was looking straight at me and he was talking to me. He told me that he couldn't get out...he kept saying to me over and over again "I can't get out Liz, I can't move!" I kept yelling to him, go Nik...the window's right there...but he still kept saying the same thing. I ended up collapsing in the floor in tears saying "Why Nik, Why is she doing this to you?!" And Mr. Robert, I couldn't believe it...he looked me dead in the eyes and said "She wants everybody else to suffer rather than herself! Tell everybody I will miss them and I love them...Tell my dad it's not his fault, he did all he could and tell Alex I love him!" Mr. Robert, I woke up in tears and sweat! I figured you would want to hear about my dream and most importantly I wanted to let you know you're still in my prayers and there's not a day that passes by that I don't think of our precious Nik! I hope to hear from you soon.
Nik - from your friend Randal / Rnadal
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Hey man, Yearbooks for 06 came out today. You have your very own page... If it were up to me you would have your own book. ha... We all miss you so much, every day I do. I think about how we used to meet eachother in the halls of MJHS and be like "Friggin skater fags" " I know man, there friggen everywhere" lol And our freshman year, haha, near the end sometime, I started sayin "GAY!" when you messed with me, you'd walk off laughin all crazy like... good times.. I remember, when I was into my little goth phase, you'd call me a freak! Just messin with me, and I'd get mad after a while, haha. Then your were like, " dude! I'm just kidding!" It all be good. You and me and all the "skaters" would wresle after lunch. I got you down the first time. Easy!, then act like I was gonna hit you. Then help you up, and you said "If we werent playing I would have whooped you." GOD! Man we had some fun times. Stealing from blockbuster with fish. Showin me and him up on a board......
I miss you man, Me and everyone else here. I'm gonna get a tattoo for you, not sure what its gonna be, nothin big I guess, cause you know what kinda wuss I am. lol...
Well, I talked to Ms. Gruby, she misses you too. Skippen gym to hang with Garret and skeet and me and gruby, haha. Crazy.
I'm done now I guess, you'd be like, " I'm not readin all this shit!" lol. Peace and love dude, peace and love... Your good friend, Randall.
Hi Nick, Tomorrow is Mother's Day, and I can't help but recall the morning you were born. Your Dad, Popa Dan and I were all so excited and happy to have you come into the world; you were so beautiful, and we were so lucky that you got to come to our home for a couple of weeks after you were born. We never wanted you to leave...we became so attached to you, and there was always a special bond between us. I think it was love at first sight for all of us.
Through the years we made some wonderful memories, and you will always be in our heart and soul. Your bedroom is still here, and our home is filled with wonderful memories of you. We speak of you daily, as if you were still with us; we miss you greatly. We DO know you are with your Heavenly Mother and Father now, and spared of further wordly pain, but our pain of your loss will always be so deep and great; until that great day when we finally get to see you again.
As tomorrow is Mother's Day, I just wanted to say being your Grandmother, and your Dad's mother has been the greatest honor and blessing I've ever known. I know you are resting in peace now, just remember what I always told you...you are Special, and I love you so very much.
Mother's day / Debbie Wengert (Kevin Wengert's Mom )
Mother You filled my days with rainbow lights, fairytales and sweet dream nights, A kiss to wipe away my tears, Gingerbread to ease my fears. You gave the gift of life to me, And then in love, you set me free. I thank you for your tender care, for deep warm hugs and being there. I hope that when you think of me, A part of you, you'll always see.
Children Who Didn't Have to Die - Does it matter? / Robert Wilson (Father)
Does it matter what time of the year it is?
Children Who Didn't Have to Die -
While Christmas is a wonderful time for most children, for some it is a time of anxiety, stress or even physical pain. Some will not know the joys of this festive season. There has, in fact, been little joy in the short time they spent on this earth before they died.
In recent years, there have been numerous stories in newspapers around the country about the failures of the departments of Family Services and Social Services to do their respective jobs of monitoring and assisting children in dangerous situations. These stories are a step in the right direction, but one wonders if perhaps they came too late. All the outrage in the world can't resurrect a dead child.
Too many children have died as a result of wrong decisions by CPS. With power comes responsibility and accountability, which most officials ignore. A child welfare system so overwhelmed with children who don't need to be in foster care,the less time they have to find children in real danger.
It's the end of the year a great time to remember those less fortunate than us. Let's NOT allow these precious children's death to be in vain - in the news one day, forgotten the next.
It's the season of giving, please be a voice for good, a voice for the voiceless, a voice for change.
Child Advocate Suncana S. Alvarado Los Angeles,CA http://suncanaa.com/
A New Year / Dawn Bowden In R.I. (visitor) ~For Nick~
Happy New Year! Nick. You have found a way into my heart. I think of you often. I wish you could have had the chance to live life the way most young boys ( men ) do. That chance was taken from you. I will be back from time to time to light a candle for you to keep your memory alive.
It's a new year, another year without your precious Son. My heart aches for you, like your son you also have found a way into my heart. The two of you will stay there always. I came apon Nicks website through another website that I accidentally found while lighting a candle for my friends son. Mr.Wilson I hope and pray this year and years to come will be a little lighter on your heart and soul.
Do you have questions? Do you want the truth? Demand the truth! ASK the Mayor of West Memphis, AR, Chief of Police, Captain Donald Oaks and especially "Tiny" simply WHY?
Stephanie says to someone:
"SHE DIDN'T CARE WHAT SHE HAD TO DO. NICK WOULD NEVER GO TO LIVE WITH HIS DAD." Friday, just days prior to Nick's DEATH.
And more! Please read on...
When asked about her equipment regarding her sole proprietorship being ran from the home, she was asked:
IF SHE LOST ALL OF HER EQUIPMENT AND SHE SAID YES EVERTHING WAS BURNT, IF NOT BURNT MELTED. SHE SAID SHE HADN'T REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT IT.
Not true, she moved her equipment out one to two weeks prior to me having her arrested for abusing Nick Wilson. There are witnesses to this and a signed affidavit by Nick Wilson himself. Robert Wilson
"STEPHANIE WHY DID YOU NOT GO TO NICK'S ROOM – AND SHE GOT HYSTERICAL AND SAID "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU SAID THAT TORRI, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD SAY THAT TO ME, DO YOU THINK I WOULD JUST LEAVE MY SON TO DIE!! YOU SOUND LIKE YOU SHOULD BE OVER THERE WITH CLIFF. YOU KNOW THEY SAID THERE WAS NO SIGN OF MARKS OR ANYTHING ON HIS BODY."
QUESTIONS SPECIFICALLY FOR STEPHANIE LYNN CARTER SHARP:
Stephanie, WHY ARE THERE SO MANY STORIES OF WHAT HAPPENED THAT NIGHT. FIRST ONE : AT THE HOSPITAL, "NICK DIDN'T THINK THE SMOKE WAS BAD AT FIRST THEN NICK (NOT I AS A PARENT BUT NICK) REALIZED IT WAS BAD AND HE PANICKED AND WE WERE IN THE BATHROOM AND WE WERE HOLDING HANDS AND WENT TO MY ROOM TO JUMP AND NICK TURNED AROUND TO GO BACK AFTER SOMETHING AND I WAS ALREADY OUT THE WINDOW" SECOND: I WOKE UP AND THERE WAS ALL THIS SMOKE EVERYWHERE, I COULDN'T BREATH I COULDN'T SEE, I HEARD NICK SAY "MAMA" AND I TOLD HIM TO "GET OUT, GET OUT NOW" I JUST KNEW HE WOULD GET OUT THROUGH HIS WINDOW, HE ALWAYS WENT OUT THAT WAY, SOMETIMES NOT EVEN USING THE FRONT DOOR, HE WOULD GO OUT THERE AND JUST SIT ON THE SHED ROOF. THIRD: I TRIPPED ON THE AWNING WHEN I JUMPED AND THAT'S HOW I BROKE MY LEG. THE ONLY AWNING IS OUT OF NICK'S ROOM, HOW DIDYOU GET OUT OF THAT WINDOW AND NOT HAVE HIM WITH YOU.
WHICH WINDOW DID YOU JUMP FROM?
HOW DID YOU JUMP FROM YOUR BEDROOM WINDOW, WHEN AFTER THE FACT THE SCREEN WAS STILL ON THE WINDOW?
WHY DID YOU NOT GO TO NICK'S ROOM ?
WHY WAS NICK NOT ALLOWED TO STAY AT WILL'S HOUSE THAT NIGHT WHEN ANY OTHER TIME IT WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN AND ISSUE. ANY OTEHR TIME YOU WOULD PAWN HIM OFF SO THAT YOU WOULD HAVE YOUR FREE TIME TO BE WITH YOUR MARRIED BOYFRIEND?
THE AUTOPSY INDICATED NICK NEVER WOKE UP, HOW DID YOU HEAR HIM SAY "MAMA" ?
WHY WAS YOUR COMPUTER AND BUSINESS EQUIPMENT MOVED OUT OF THE APARTMENT THE WEEK BEFORE?
WHY WAS NICK'S BEDROOM DOOR CLOSED AND HAD TO BE KNOCKED IN WHEN YOU INDICATED YOU BOTH WENT TO BED AT 11:00 PM THAT NIGHT AND YOU LEAVE THE DOOR OPEN IN THAT INSTANCE?
WHY WOULD YOU GO TO YOUR WINDOW AND JUMP AND NOT TO NICK'S ROOM AND JUMP OUT HIS WINDOW WITH HIM?
WHY DID YOUR NEIGHBORS INDICATE THEY HEARD YOU YELLING AT THEM TO GET OUT, "THE PLACE IS ON FIRE, GET OUT IT'S ON FIRE" AND NEVER HEARD YOU HOLLER FOR NICK?
WHY DID YOU ASK C.J. IN THE HOSPITAL WHEN HE AND JUSTIN CAME TO SEE YOU TO ASK WHAT HAPPENED IF HE "STAYED THE NIGHT THE NIGHT OF THE FIRE", WHEN YOU TOLD TORRI THE LAST TIME YOU SAW C.J. WAS THE WEEK BEFORE WHEN HE CAME BY TO ASK ABOUT PUTTING VINYL ON HIS CAR?
WHY DID YOU SAY NICK ATE DINNER WITH THE NEIGHBORS NEXT DOOR, WHEN HE ATE AT WILL'S HOUSE THAT NIGHT? WHEN TORRI ASKED YOU NOT ONCE BUT THREE TIMES YOU MEAN THE NEIGHBORS RIGHT NEXT DOOR, THE ONES IN THE APARTMENT ATTACHED TO YOURS!?
WHY WOULD YOU NOT TAKE THE FOUR TO FIVE STEPS TO NICKS ROOM WHEN YOU WOKE UP INSTEAD OF THE STEPS TO YOUR WINDOW YOU SAID YOU JUMPED FROM, IN WHICH THE SCREEN WAS STILL ON AFTER THE FIRE WAS EXTENGUISHED. Questions for Stephanie From Nick Wilson's Grandmother and Robert Wilson, Nick Wilson's Father.
Why didn't you attempt to save Nick first, then yourself?
Why do you have so many different versions of how you got out of the apartment
Stephanie, YOU said you jumped out of the front bedroom window. Why is the screen still on the window per the video captured via News Photo Journalist?
Stephanie, you also said you hurt your leg jumping onto the awning…the awning is at the back of the apartment, and you would have had to go through Nick's bedroom window. How could you have walked right past him as he slept, crawled out his window and left him to die? Wouldn't this be the case if you went out of the window onto the awning as you've repeatedly stated considering the facts as detailed by the video captured for the news of you sitting in the back of the ambulance 9.14.05?
You've made the statement to friend of Nick's at Marion High School that he would "never live with his Dad"…is this what you meant, he would be dead before you'd let that happen?
Rob and I found his clothes and new shoes that I had just bought him out in the garbage in a plastic sack…did you throw all of this away because you knew he wasn't going to need clothes or shoes anymore?
The alarm clock that he used to wake himself up with to go to school with was found in the back of the black pick up truck in your drive way, along with some of his other belongings….this is VERY IMPORTANT…you knew he wasn't going to be alive to wake up by this alarm clock on Wednesday September 14 to go to school, so you were taking his clock…right???
Why is it that in the news video, you are shown sitting in the back of the ambulance with full make up on, hair fully combed with all your jewelry on. Also, it looks as though you've just put lotion on your legs…and, you appear to be fully dressed. Further, there is no indication of soot or fire anywhere on you. Also, you don't appear to be suffering from smoke inhalation. Further, your demeanor is not that of a mother who has just lost her child, but that of someone who is angry! Most mothers would be hysterical if they thought their child was in a burning building…why not you??
It has been reported you had "0" soot in your nose and "0" smoke inhalation; also, there was absolutely NO SMELL of smoke on your body from the fire….that this is impossible….can you explain this????
An acquaintance of ours called to say they had run into you while having dinner and you casually mentioned "you had lost Nick", as if to say you had lost your purse, etc…and you wanted to change the subject. This person was very alarmed at your lack of emotion, and the fact that you and your boyfriend, Jimmy Williams were more interested in going to The Mall to go shopping. Friends happened to be at the Mall and took a picture of you at Victoria's Secret where you were all laughs. Was this a CELEBRATION DINNER AND SHOPPING TRIP…you celebrating that Nick was no longer in your way?
The fire….there were two hot spots down stairs…one near the fridge, and one near the sliding glass doors; however the second floor is still intact, but the roof collapsed over Nick's bedroom…was a fire started in the attic…did you start that fire, and did your accomplice start the fires downstairs?
Stephanie, just so you know, all Nick ever wanted from you was a little bit of love, and you couldn't even give him that. You wanted to abort him before he was born, so I guess you're finally happy
Back to the questions…accomplice stated the lights to the apartment were on and vehicles were in the driveway. Did you meet with him in the vehicles or in the apartment, or both places?
Where were you while he was setting the fire downstairs?
Why were the keys to the vehicles found around the corner, in front of the other apartments?
After Nick's death, we learned he was going without food at home and at school. His friends would help feed him because he told them "his Mom gave him no money for lunch". Also, friends were feeding him in the afternoon and at night because there was no food at his home. In an e-mail he told one friend he was having a piece of bread with mayonnaise on it. The friend asked what else was on the bread, he said nothing else…nothing else was in the house. Also, that you leave the house at 5:30 am to meet Jimmy Williams every day to lift weights. Stephanie, were you ever at home? You had moved most of your belongings to Jimmy Williams business location, had you also moved your personal belongings to his home thinking his divorce would be final within the next few days? Were you actually living with Jimmy, while maintaining your W. Mfs. Address until his address was final….only staying at your apartment a couple of hours during the night…perhaps to change clothes?
After the fire, Rob and I walked through the apartment…and your bedroom. There were no sheets on your bed, and there were two (packed) suitcase's in your bedroom. This room had only smoke damage, plus it appeared no one was living in this room. Can you explain why your room had no personal items, no sheets on the bed and a packed suitcase….why the room was stripped of everything?????????
Again, your bedroom window…over the front door, the window you reportedly jumped out of. Can you explain why the window is broken but the screen is still intact? Did you start to go out this window, but didn't know how to get the screen off the window?
Medical Bills: At the funeral home, it was learned that when someone is the victim of a violent crime such a Nick was, there is a special fund set aside to provide for the funerals. You asked if this fund would provide for your medical bills. IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT STEPHANIE, ISN'T IT!
Dan and I loved Nick so very much! He was our first grandchild, but we loved him as if he were our own child, perhaps that's because we spent so much time with him when he was young, or because we sensed Stephanie never really loved him. Whatever the case, he was so very special to us, and Rob, he was so much like you as a boy…I felt like I had you as a boy all over again! I was always calling him by your name. He was so much like you…full of life and fun to be around. Perhaps that's why Stephanie hated him so much…she saw you in him too. He was also very gentle and caring, just as you are; and as much as he wanted to live with you, he didn't have the heart this past summer to stand up to her. After summer vacation with you ended, and he went back with her, life must have become very difficult for him…as he finally broke down and called you and told you he needed your help. This was the first time he had ever done this. He had never shared any of the "bad things" that were going on between he and his mother. Rob, you did all you could, legally. The police departments in West Memphis and Bartlett, as well as DHS all let him down, and now he's dead. I don't know what we could have done LEGALLY to have changed this outcome.
I've known Stephanie for what…17 years? It's always been everything for Stephanie! Nick finally found the courage to tell her he didn't want to live with her anymore, and that he wanted to live with jis Dad. She didn't want him, but she didn't want him to be with his Dad. Nick was Stephanie's pawn, and she'd rather see him dead as to have him live with you. Losing him would mean the end of child support money for her…and "control"…she always feels she has to be in control. It's either her way, or No Way!
October 10, 2005
Do you have questions?
Do you want the truth? DEMAND THE TRUTH!
Post your questions on Nick's Guest Book and ask the Mayor, Chief of Police, Captain Donald Oaks and especially "Tiny" WHY ?
Robert Wilson October 15th 2005 10:37:03 AM
How did you find this website? Nick Wilson! HE WANTS THE TRUTH EXPOSED!
Where are you from? Memphis, TN
Please enter your comments? As Nick's father I would like to offer a thought for those that care. I've seen the following "words" come through and want to address the thoughts they convey.
"I wish everyone would quit pointing fingers. God will take care of who did this in the end. It is not our place to accuse people, because they will ultimately get what is coming to them."
You "wish everyone would quit pointing fingers"? Interesting! Who is EVERYONE? Surely you do not include the West Memphis Police Department in this ALL INCLUSIVE STATEMENT do you? Surely NOT! The West Memphis Police Department has "CAPTURED their MAN". Pointing fingers? Hey, if the science and facts are there, POINT! CHALLANGE! NOT our place to ACCUSE? Really? I say it is everyone's place to "ACCUSE" IF there is a VALID reason to do so! Well, there are MANY reasons and each are being IGNORED. Why?
Very SOON, EVERYTHING related to this situation is going to be exposed. I will say to the people of West Memphis, when it comes to paying tax, know that your money supports anything BUT justice! Know FACTS and TRUTH are being IGNORED in this case on a LOCAL level.
Captain Donald Oaks, I understand you DO NOT AGREE with this forum for communication. If you'll remember, I agreed to come see you a week ago last Friday only after being ASSURED my questions would be answered. Not one question was answered and as I posed questions, I was provided NOTHING. No answers were provided because Officer Shelton was out fishing or something that afternoon? And let's see, he was out this last week or will be out this week because he's hunting? WTF is wrong with this picture? Hmmm, the only detective that can answer my questions is spending all of his time away from the job at hand fishing and hunting? Not to mention negating other needs of West Memphis, AR?
I've asked certain questions as have others and I personally am NOT satisfied with this investigation. I know what I know as do MANY other people and I demand that my questions be addressed! Captain Donald Oaks and West Memphis Police Department, considering you turn your back to my son's MURDER, let's see if the Nation as a whole does the same. I'm fed up with the lack of respect for my son's name and life which you have demonstrated from day one. Only one Detective on your staff has my respect. You know who you are and I thank you!
To the Mayor of West Memphis, why have you NOT addressed this situation? Or, maybe you have with the Chief of Police...Maybe you guys are thinking about JOB SECURITY and simply do NOT want to get involved. This is often labeled BYSTANDER APATHY. PATHETIC!!! Don't the people of West Memphis including myself and ESPECIALLY NICK WILSON DESERVE nothing but TRUTH and JUSTICE? You two are charged with a certain level of responsibility as is are parents regarding their children. To provide nothing but ones BEST is FAILURE which is a common theme here.
"Tiny", YOU know the deal also. YOU KNOW that on Friday, week of Labor Day, YOU could have DONE YOUR JOB and more than likely Nick Wilson WOULD BE HERE TODAY! Are you PROUD of yourself? Why didn't you at least ASK Nick what he wanted that Friday when I asked you to do so? Why didn't you check on his well being like I asked rather PLAY the GAME with STEPHANIE? That boy was afraid to come outside that afternoon because of the hell she would unleashed on him. All you did was tell me that if I did not leave, you would arrest me? PATHETIC PATHETIC PATHETIC! I called the West Memphis Police Department asking for help and this is the help Nick was provided in return!
People know that the INJUSTICE of all of this began way before Nick's Death! Know that Nick asked for help and he was not provided the help he asked for. You want proof of everything I say, NO PROBLEM! For example, Tiny you say that I did not ask you to check on his well being? You say that I did not ask you to check on Nick because that week he had been assaulted by his mother Stephanie Lynn Sharp Wilson Carter? You deny and I say YOU lie! PATHETIC!
DHS - PATHETIC!
-- "Justice For Nick" petition: http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/564945874
CAUGHT HIS WIFE ON CAMERA... AT A HOTEL WITH ANOTHER MAN AND THAT MAN'S LITTLE GIRL! / Robert Wilson (Father) INTRO:
BEFORE YOU GO LOOKING FOR THAT LOVE, LISTEN TO THIS..
WOULD YOU BELIEVE VALENTINES DAY IS THE NUMBER ONE DAY FOR CHEATING!?!?!?!?
A PRIVATE INVESTIGATOR WHO CATCHES CHEATERS IN THE ACT SAYS THIS IS THE BIGGEST DAY FOR BREAKING YOUR VOWS.
TONIGHT OUR BRIAN HEAP TALKS WITH A HUSBAND WHO CAUGHT HIS WIFE ON CAMERA... AT A HOTEL WITH ANOTHER MAN AND THAT MAN'S LITTLE GIRL!
FRESHLY CUT ROSES AND BEAUTIFULLY WRAPPED BOUQUETS.
Candy being poured onto scale
HEART SHAPED BOXES OF SWEET DELICIOUS CHOCOLATE.
THESE ARE THE THINGS THAT MAKE VALENTINE'S DAY MEMORABLE.
Cliff in auto shop
BUT FOR AUTO BODY REPAIRMAN CLIFF CARTER CUPID'S DAY BRINGS BACK PAINFUL MEMORIES OF THE LIFE HE USED TO HAVE.
"Got on the internet because her cell phone bills were coming up different and stuff and pulled a number that was on the cell phone bill numerous amounts of times...and I called that number."
CARTER THOUGHT HIS WIFE WAS HAVING AN AFFAIR, BUT TO BE CERTAIN, HE HIRED A PRIVATE DETECTIVE TO FOLLOW HER AROUND. ¤12 ]] C2.1 G 0 [[
THIS VIDEOTAPE OF HER LEAVING A HOTEL WITH ANOTHER MAN AND HIS DAUGHTER WAS DEVASTATING.
"You still don't want to believe it happened...you can't believe it."
BUT THAT WAS ONLY THE BEGINNING OF CARTER'S NIGHTMARE. LAST SEPTEMBER HIS EX-WIFE'S APARTMENT WAS BURGLARIZED AND SET ON FIRE. CARTER'S 15-YEAR-OLD STEPSON WAS KILLED. HE BLAMES THE AFFAIR FOR IT ALL.
"As a result of the cheating, she would not have been at the apartment that day. She would have been at my home. She would have never run off and Nick would have been home and still be alive today."
LADIES.. OR MEN, IF YOU THINK YOUR VALENTINE IS CHEATING...
LOOK FOR CHANGES IN THEIR BEHAVIOR, THE WAY THEY DRESS OR THEY WAY THEY ACT AROUND YOU.
WATCH OUT IF THEY TAKE PHONE CALLS OR TEXT MESSAGES IN THE OTHER ROOM.
BE WARY OF SUDDEN TRIPS OR LATE NIGHTS AT WORK.
AND SPY ON WHAT THEY'VE BEEN DOING ON THE INTERNET, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE NOT AROUND.
Wanted to inform you / Friends Of Angels That some1 has messed up your website for James Wilson weve tried several times and we can't get into the videos or any of the recordings from Stephanie or Lt. Sanders the only one that plays in recording is the talk with Creepo Stephanie & the ass---Lt. Sanders when he ends the conversation with I just care about Nick...(Hes so full of sh-- If he cared for Nick he would have saved his life & got him away from Stephanie shes obviously a nutjob. I guess they left that playing so it tries to make him Lt Sanders seem to care...but we know different cause ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS LT.SANDERS AND YOU DIDN"T CARE!!!!!
The Lord will punish her / SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS So Sorry for your loss its a tragic murder by his own MOTHER(shes a mother alright) its obviouw to me by the videos she could have saved her son with the littlest of effort she didnt want to save her son because she was the one trying to kill him & she succeeded. I hope she burns in hell Whats her name Stephanie? well Sephanie take this from a mom of four children all the way from New Jersey You Stephanie are a sick woman who should be taken off this earth cause you are truly EVIL. NOONE who wasnt EVIL could leave her baby behind I would die trying to save all four of my kids you only had one and you didnt even try the window was right there DID YOU TIE HIM DOWN YOU SICK BITCH! You'll PAY BIG TIME WHEN YOU HAVE TO FACE THE LORD HE WILL SEND YOU TO HELL! And to all who truly love James my heart aches for you the pain must be terrible Ill pray for you & may God give you strength..GOD BLESS YOU
Nik Wilson.....need I say more? / Friend
deep inside of my heart he's still there 4 me / Cracker (Friend)
15.04.2006 - 16:10:37
8-0i luv nik till this day...n all his family,cuzions justin,steven,i have no idea wat they r goin through...but im goin thru some depression as well.to me nik was a friend.like a big bro.. mine died in a car acccident.he was always there 4 me...boy now that i think about it i do kno wat his faamily is goin thru...mine went thru the same thing.but i know deep inside of my heart he's still there 4 me.and a part of him will always b there.i will nevr 4 get the way he acted. he was sooo funny... and alao a great kid...8-0cracker...:-)in memory of nik wilson:-)
Loved and missed / Joseph Beggs (Friend)
10.05.2006 - 10:05:53
5/10/06 Your like an angel watching over us. You are loved and missed and will always be charished.
WE ALL MISS YOU!
Nik was my bro! / Chance Webb (Friend)
10.05.2006 - 11:50:03
chance webb 22.214.171.124 (126.96.36.199)
Nik was my bro.I miss him so much.Wish I could have told him how much I loved him but didn't because of the risk of sounding gay, but I did love him.See you l8ter Nik and R.I.P.
I was just sittin here thinkin about nik!! / Kesley Edwards (Friend)
11.05.2006 - 14:29:25
I was just sittin here thinkin about nik!! i miss him so much! its weird with out him at school now. and not seeing him at his locker! but i know hes in a better place and i will see him again one day! RIP nik! i love and miss you lots!!!8-08-0
NICK/ Debbie WENGERT (Kevin's Mom )
ITS A HORRIBLE THING WHEN YOUR CHILD IS INTENTIONALLY TAKEN. I KNOW THE PAIN AN FRUSTRATION.
Only If... Happy Easter / Melissa Smith
If only our children were Easter eggs, Hidden safely in the grass, We could search for them and pick them up, And hold them within our clasp.
We'd have a heavenly Easter egg hunt, All with baskets in our hands, Searching with a broken heart. Only WE can understand.
"Oh, look I found your child over here", "Hey, did anyone find mine?" They are so beautifully colored, And they sparkle and they shine...
These aren't your usual Easter eggs, They each have their own special glow, That comes from way down deep within, Only a grieving parent would know. We gather up our special eggs, With excitement all around, For the gift that we've been given, For the treasure we have found.
We all now stare with wonderment, At our children that have died. We want to hold them once again, And release them from inside.
But we all begin to realize, We have to crack their beautiful shell, The one that, makes them sparkle and glow, The one they have earned so well.
We know we can't destroy their beauty, And take them from their place, So we give them an understanding kiss, As a tear runs down our face.
One by one we take our baskets, With our beautifully colored eggs, And place them gently in the grass, As we turn and walk away.
We look back in amazement, As our eggs begin to sing. We see them flutter and move about. "Look, our eggs all now have wings."
Then the Golden Egg begins to speak... "Your children are safe with me." "You'll be with them when the time is right," "Together for all eternity."
We stand their in a circle of love, As we look up to the sky, Watching our radiant eggs take flight, Knowing our children didn't die.