ON THE WINGS OF DEATH AND SORROW, GOD SENDS US NEW HOPE FOR TOMORROW. AND IN HIS MERCY AND HIS GRACE, HE GIVES US STRENGTH TO BRAVELY FACE THE LONELY DAYS THAT STRETCH AHEAD. AND KNOW THAT OUR CHILD IS NOT DEAD, BUT ONLY SLEEPING AND OUT OF OUR SIGHT. AND WE'LL MEET IN THAT LAND WHERE THERE IS NO NIGHT.
Love is always bestowed as a gift -- freely, willingly, and without expectation.... We don't love to be loved; we love to love. ~ Leo Buscaglia
he touched many hearts in many ways / Lisa Williams (Powell) (My husband cheated on me with Nick's Mother, Stephanie Carter while she was married to Cliff. ) ---------- Forwarded Message ----------
From: Lisa Powell
Heard from: Cliff Carter
Live: Bartlett
I only met Nick once but heard wonderful stories about him and it is obvious that he touched many hearts in many ways.
His Journey's Just Begun
Don't think of him as gone away-- his journey's just begun life holds so many facets this earth is only one. Just think of him as resting from the sorrows and the tears in a place of warmth and comfort where there are no days and years.
Think how he must be wishing that we could know today how nothing but our sadness can really pass away.
And think of him as living in the hearts of those he touched... for nothing loved is ever lost-- and he was loved so much.
I am Home in Heaven, dear ones; oh, so happy and so bright! There is perfect joy and beauty in His everlasting light. All the pain and grief is over, every restless tossing passed; I am now at peace forever, safely Home in Heaven at last. Did you wonder I so calmly trod the valley of the shade? Oh! but Jesus' love illumined every dark and fearful glade. And He came Himself to meet me in that way so hard to tread; And with Jesus' arm to lean on, could I have one doubt or dread? Then you must not grieve so sorely, for I love you dearly still; Try to look beyond earth's shadows, pray to trust our Father's Will. There is work still waiting for you, so you must not idly stand; Do it now; while life remains ~You shall rest in Jesus' land. When that work is all completed. He will gently call you Home; Oh, the rapture of that meeting, oh, the joy to see you come! http://blakemoore.memory-of.com
Nick - pain caused by Stephanie / Friend (personal)
Why does God do what he does? We don’t know what suffering Nick had to endure at the hands of Stephanie. What I do know is the Blessed Mother woke me up at 2:30 that morning; and I can only guess it was to tell me Nick was “going home”, and John John saw him leave with “the man on the cross”. Yes we are suffering, but we know Nick isn’t suffering anymore. His heavenly mother is loving him in heaven now, and God is protecting him from all the misery and pain of Stephanie.
We had no idea of what he was going through, not until the last few days of his life and until after he died……..and we’re really still learning. Perhaps when all of this is over, we’ll be able to help other children……perhaps that is part of God’s plan, and what Nick would wish for us to do.
Dear Friend... / Melissa Smith
The spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me,
Because the Lord has anointed me to
Preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the broken-
hearted,… to comfort all who mourn,…
to bestow on them a crown of beauty
Instead of ashes, the oil of gladness
instead of mourning, and a garment of
Praise instead of a spirit of despair.
Isaiah 61: 1-3
God will heal our pain. He will heal you.
He will guide you as you reaffirm yourself
without your loved one in the new life
he has given you in Christ Jesus.
Dear friends, I am sorry for not visiting
Daily, as I have in the past. Please know
that I have not forgotten you or your loved
Ones. I am still having a lot of pain in my hands,
Warrant for Stephanie - CHILD ABUSER and other titles that apply! / Marie (MY DAUGHTER ....STEPHANIE...AKA LUCY )
JUST WANTED TO LET YA'LL KNOW I AM THINKING ABOUT YA'LL EVEN MORE SO NOW THAT I FOUND OUT THAT IT TAKES UP TO 2 WEEKS TO GET A WARRENT TO HAVE A GROWN UP ARRESTED FOR SLAPPING MY CHILD....I JUST CAN NOT UNDERSTAND THIS TOWN. IT ONLY TAKES A FEW HOURS IN MEMPHIS TO GET A WARRENT I THINK SOMETHING SOMEONE NEEDS TO WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE.....THEY SHOULD OF ARRESTED HER THE DAY IT HAPPEND INSTEAD OF ME HAVING TO GET A WARRANT...I CAN'T EVEN THINK OF WHAT YOU WENT THREW WITH THE LEGAL SYSTEM IN THIS TOWN
MARIE
WEST MEMPHIS
Thinking of You / Melissa Smith
"Life is eternal," the good Lord said, So do not think of your loved one as dead- For death is only a stepping stone To a beautiful life we have never known, A place where God promised man he would be Eternally happy, safe and free, A wonderful land where we live anew When our journey on earth is over and through- So trust in God and doubt Him never For all who love Him live forever, And while we cannot understand Just let the Savior take your hand, For when death's angel comes to call "God is so great and we're so small"… And there is nothing you need fear For faith in God makes all things clear.
"Today shalt thou be with me in paradise" Luke 23:43
This has been the most hopeful and helpful words about life after death for me, the words Christ spoke to the penitent man who was dying that day by His side.
I'm just your Angel... / Melissa Blakemoore.memory-of-.com
I'm just a little Angel, Sent from up above To help guide you and protect you, And give you lots of love;
On those days when you feel lonely, Kinda sad and blue. You'll feel my little Angel wings Tenderly enfolding you.
I'm just a little Angel, Flew down from above, Who will always and forever Give you my "Bestest" Angel hugs
A little Hello / Thinking Of You (friend with hope )
Just woke up thinking about you and your dad. Watch over all that are trying to get the justice for you that you deserve! I pray Nick that one day your story will save countless other kids... then you will surely be OUR Hero! We all love you!
What I feel Robert is Saying To Nick / Melissa Smith Blakemoore.memory-of--.com (none)
This yearning in my heart This confusion in my mind The words left unspoken Haunts me all the time Everyday I watch pass by With an emptiness in my life And a hole in my heart Where only you belong There are nights I wake up crying And wishing you were here So I could hold you in my arms And kiss away your fears There is something that keeps me holding on - What I'll never know But one day things will go my way And I'll hold you in my arms.
Don't cry for me Daddy I am right here, Although you can't see me I see your tears.
I visit you often Go to work with you each day, And when it's time to close your eyes On your pillows where I lay.
I hold your hand and stroke your hair And whisper in your ear, If your sad today Daddy Remember I am here.
B-Day Wish - Stephanie - Pathetic! / Kevin
Happy birthday nik
I know that your not here to celebrate it but i know ur looking down on everyone who was there for you tonight and those who couldnt make it and stephanie, just say it once, 'happy bday nik'. dont think you can do it! love and miss you nik. see you soon bro.
Kevin Adams ------------------------------------- Kevin, Thanks for adding your note. You were right. She could not. Stephanie looks at this every day, but couldn't even wish him a birthday wish. Don't believe she even made it to the grave site. PATHETIC!!!
Stephanie, HOW DO YOU LIVE WITH YOURSELF? By the way, Cutting your hair doesn't change who (or what) YOU ARE! Also, are you finding absolution at Christ United Methodist Church? Are they listening to your lies and offering confort to you and Paula? Hey, don't EVER forget, Nick KNOWS the TRUTH and so does GOD!
never forgoten....always with us.R.I.P. james nick wilson / Friend (Missing him )
yea i new nick like a brother and i really miss him. who dont. now when i hear our favorite songs or see videos i have to stop immediately becuase i will start crying really badlly.i rember when all of us would hang out after school and we'd act all crzy and stupid.these are the songs that makes me cry : who'd you'd be today by kenny chesney and any song of greenday espesally wake me up when september ends. in memory of james nik wilson.... never forgoten....always with us.R.I.P. james nick wilson
John-John - The Cross / Lisa (Friend) I am John-John's mom,we lived next door to Nik. John is the little boy mentioned at the funeral that insisted to me that he did get out of the fire by the "Man on the Cross".
I just wanted to share with you all some things that were very touching to me and I feel will touch you as well. John-John and his brother Zachary were making their Christmas lists out and I reminded them that they wouldnt be getting all that were on their lists but they would get atleast 2 or 3. {Christmas was slim this year} They were both talking outloud as they were writing things down and I overheard John saying,"and Nik",I said."and Nik what?" JohnJohn said,"I need to get Nik some presents cuz he don't get none here no more." I never knew exactly what he wanted to give him or what he had in mind,just that he was thinking of Nik,as he does quite often, touched me.
*******also wanted to add this tid bit as well, John talks in his sleep and often finds his way into my bed to curl up beside me. Severl times I've heard him;while I'm still awake talking to Nik-I kid you not!.As well as other times giggling/laughing saying Nik's name.No joke!!- I just watch him and wonder what's going on inside there in his dreams. Is he there playing with Nik?hmmm
An Angel! / Kimberlie Baker (Friend)
We are thinking of you. Nick is surely an angel
my best friends cousin / NA (Friend of best friend )
he was my best friends cousin i may not have known him but i cried for 2 hours straight
From: Concerned Mother / AF (None)
Monday January 23, 2006 - 09:31pm (PST)
As many of you know I have been babbling no stop about a young man named Nick Wilson. I have become very passionate about this childs death and wanting to help find the truth whatever it may be. There are so many un answered questions and there is only one answer.... Nick died in a house fire at the age of 15, and what is most troublesome and worrying is that his mother who was supposedly sleeping in the same house was able to get out unharmed and very much alive... how is it that a mother can leave a burning house, her room only 3 small steps from her childs, but she never thought to get him out...
I am not God, I try my best not to pass judgement, but there is no way in hell I would leave Jayden in a burning building and jump to safety... NO WAY! I would rather lay there with him and burn to death holding my sleeping child...
Please take the time to visit these sites and be the judge for yourself. Listen to the messages... listen to how Nick's mother tried to justify hitting him opened handed, and how it was with enough force she knocked the 15 yr old to the ground and caused bruising and swelling...
People WAKE UP if our kids are not protected and justice given to those who are abused we are not going to have a future on Earth...
I am not asking you to take my word for it, I am asking you to look at the evidence in front of you and form your own opinion... Everyone that reads this is a mother... the best jury there is.... you tell me...